DIARY- the goods.

okay, so right now i think i got a brain fart

and i’m trying to think of something to talk about but i don’t know where to start

i feel like everything i write about is so fucken depressing

but i guess it’s just me letting out all the bad feelings i’ve been suppressing

and i’m sitting here at 3 o’clock in the morning contemplating what should be said

but i’m writing about contemplating what i should say instead

that confuses me

it’s like when we watch celebrities watching themselves on tv

not that i know what that’s like, but for them i assume it’s a hell of a trip

but then again, maybe they’re used to it

i’m sorry, i get amused real easy

so if i get a little side tracked please forgive me

but anyhow, what was i saying

oh yes, about how i’m talking about contemplating

what do i usually talk about anyways, love?

not this time like i mentioned up above

so depressing

and i’m not saying that love is a bad thing, i think it’s the most wonderful thing in the world

but living in this day and age, views have changed on how the world sees ‘boy and girl’

it used to be something like

man introduces himself in the most romantic kind of manor

and now man introduces himself with intentions just to bang her

and no i don’t mean all men go up to any swaying hips in sight

but it’s rarer to find your mr. right

anyhow, again, a little off topic

i think i should just stop it

not to be blunt, but at some point, you have to understand that i do not give a fuck.

in need of some inspiration inspiration inspiration inspiration /

long weekend since friday maaayne. haven’t done all too much, and today, nothing at allll. not feeling 100percnt atm but meh. i already want it to be next weekend!

giving yu my all and giving yu the best is what i plan to do, yu just gotta give me the same amount bak so i knoim not the only one who feels this way. its funny cus this is different.. your different and us.. differnet its good cus i never felt this way but bad cus im afraid of what could happen. mite.. and possibly will. i dont kno if im ready  i dont kno if what im feeling is just a thought of what i always wanted but one thing for sure is, im happy and your the reason why

isntdonetho.

in dire need of some positive energy. no scrubs, hoes, or anything unnecessary. my company’s golden.

getting warmer, time to switch up the geaar. c’mon fellas, lehh’go!

mama bears bday yesterdaaay! good night with the family and my baby (: bestie slept over and atm, we’re loooafting like mod. oh well, i’m gonna take a nap. holla tumblaaaa!

valentines day tomorrrrrra! i don’t know about all of you, but i’m so excited. i’m probably not gonna end up doing much, but as long as i’m with my valentine errrr’thing’s good (: i hope all you love birds out there have an amazing valentines day! ♥

maaaaan, i miss this. so my friday night went a little something like this: came home, split a bottle of vdka w my broski, scooped my brother’s girlfriend, went to walmart, smoked a spliff, went to mcds, came home, and fell asleep to zoolander. it may not seem like the most exciting friday night to most people but daaamn, do i ever miss it. nights like this remind me of summer when w were always together doing unproductive, unnecessary shit. alot is new and has changed, so i been waiting to reunite with the siblings for a while now. and even though we were intoxicated, hell that’s us and i wouldn’t have it any other way. we should do this more often. whudda fuuh, it’s 430am?! why am i awake, goodnight tumblr!