i’d throw it all the way back to when i knew you
ya see, those times were gold
after that, the world became a rusty copper kind of color and a bottle of goldschlagger to lift the hue
i don’t know if it was you or us
or me
but reminiscing on the tenses
man, that was the brightest chapter
yaa.. if i could, i’d throw it all the way back
back to when i knew you

cheers

i try and pull apart the strands

and count them all

simultaneously getting lost in memories of you

2 spritzes of men’s cologne that came in a blue vessel

5 minute microwavable dinners

3 garbage bags of clothes

12 hour road trips

10 minutes away

365 days ago

i’ve lost count

damn, i miss those nights.

lately, i feel like all my time’s spent on meeting new people, and getting to know them. and there’s something about being around the same sex that makes us competitive. makes me miss those days when him and i would just do whatever. laugh, smoke, kick it, talk about hella shit, just did whatever. i didn’t have to tell you where i’m from, or what i do. tell you my favourite colour, or what i like to drink. didn’t try to impress you with my past or tell you my plans for the future. you already knew. sometimes it’s nice to just be. 

but times like these, i miss those rainy days with you.